Friday 22 February 2013

Crush

السلام عليكم

Assalamualaikum, wahai muslim dan muslimah.Post yang Diba buat ni hanyalah luahan semata-mata :)
All I hear is raindrop falling on the rooftop,
Oh baby, tell me why'd you have to go
-Officially missing you

Bait-bait lagu ni mengingatkan diba kat dia. Hati terasa sebak setiap kali lagu ni dimainkan. I should realize that he'll never be mine :'( He's only a stranger to me for the first time I meet him. Never thought that one little conversation can change things in my life.I fell in love with him. It's amazing the way I smile for no reason once he pass my mind...it was before something happen between us. Diba ingat kita orang boleh berkawan memandangkan dia dah berpunya.Tak pernah terlintas kat fikiran nak couple dengan dia. Cukuplah sekadar dia sedar dengan kehadiran diba.
Pernah sekali dia tersalah send text "thanks syg..i love you". Memang rasa nak tercabut hati ni XD Dia kata mesej tu actually untuk gf dia.Kurang asam punya budak,agak² lah kalau salah send text pun. But through the deep of my heart, hoping that he meant the text for me when it's actually not :"( 
One day, something happen between us.Dia tersalah hantar text lagi.Tapi kali ni betul² menyakitkan hati diba ( つ﹏╰) Text tu la yang buat Diba nangis setiap kali teringat kat dia. Yeah, mungkin text tu menyakitkan hati tapi diba ketepikan semua tu sebab diba tak nak benda tu menjejaskan persahabatan kita orang. Since that day, he never text me again. I got no response whenever I text him. If he could know how much I miss him. I assume he'd be busy texting his gf. What's hurt me more is when he glimpse at me without saying any word...before this he gonna speak to me in whatever condition.
Boy, I have no idea what's going on. What's my fault?! I started to get through you and now I don't even know you at all. You left me and pretending such nothing happen between us. No more joke, no more laugh. 
Ah, mungkin diba yang terlalu perasan! He'll never be mine.  Tak apalah. Tengok dia bahagia dah memadai untuk buat Diba gembira :) 





18 comments:

  1. salam..maaf sy tggal kan link di sini..sy org baru ber blog..jadi sy tak tau mcm mana nk blog walking yg btol..btw, jeguk2 la blog kami k..tq.terima kasih

    http://amredfashioncollection.blogspot.com/

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    1. hoho. Crush ;). Oh my. Sabar. InsyaAllah Kalau ada jodoh kan. Allah maha mengetahui. btw, nice blog dude. I like ur header ;)

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  2. Crush ni. hihi

    Sy pun ada jugak masa sekolah sekolah dulu. Sekarang dah selalu sangat rapat dgn crush. But stay dalam friendzone sahaja :)

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  3. akak nak tnya crush tu apa?...Peliklah semua update fb psl crush je..Apa tu?

    http://queen-sophia.blogspot.com/

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  4. sabar ye. kita ni perempuan, malu sikit nak luah perasaan, kan?
    sabar tauu :)

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  5. nice blog, love ur writing..keep on moving dear..done follow u ^_^

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  6. tenang dan sabar... insyaALLAH, segalanya dipermudahkan...

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  7. Budak2 x yah laa bercinta2 .. Hahaha

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  8. jln2 sini..blog yg mnarik..


    jom singgah ..
    http://rumorslogy.com

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  9. ctknya blog ni..hujan rnyai2 heheh

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  10. Sabar yee , sebab taksemua yang kita nak , kita akan dapat ^ ^

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  11. Sabar dear :( we got the same problem act :)btw , strong kay !

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  13. kumbang bukan seekor.. insyaAllah ada y lebih baik..

    jemput join contest... berpeluang memenangi tshirt blog siap url blog anda sendiri!!!

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  14. hye dear..
    jodoh itu ketentuan Allah..
    sbg manusia, kita hya mampu berusaha..
    kdg2 kapel lama2 belum tentu si dia jodoh kita..
    dan kemungkinan singkat membawa ke jinjang pelamin..
    jgn berpts asa..
    ada jodoh x kemana...
    done folo u.. jom visit sis pya blog.. and folo kalu sudi :)
    http://www.blogcomotmomot.blogspot.com

    p/s : cinta2 jgk.. keep it up for ur SPM okeh !!!

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  15. Sayang, thanks comment kat post kita haritu :)
    It's ok dear. We as secret admirer, we have to accept everything, I guess...? It's hurt, I knew how it feel, better. Well, we have to face it.
    That's right, we should pray the best for the guy with whom hes with. And also, we should pray that Allah send to us, a better ones. Okay?

    Good Luck SPM by the way. Feel free to visit me again http://harharofficialsuperbdiariess.blogspot.com/

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